im not much for displaying myself publicly in blogs or such things  but i guess today i felt like "thinking out load" and prehaps being heard.
dont get excited its not much that will come next becuase its late here and im tired.
here?
where is here you ask. i could make up anything right now and you would be forced to belive me and keep reading although i wont.
Spain, Madrid to be exact somewhere near plaza de espania in a bed , in a dusty room.
Its cold becuase the heating dosnt work so well in student apartments.
Im a student , we are all students through all of life , but at the momment im an exchnage student for the year.
its the second time in my life being and exchnage student, the first was in france and i was 16 ,
now i am 18 about to be 19 in a week or so,
and even though this is the second time being in a new culture and a new country and these experinces are supposed to help us find ourselves and construct our futures.
Once again I find myself lost and more confused than i was after my year in france.
but then again ..mabye losing oneself is actually finding another part of oneself somewhere else ,
the world in our minds is so much larger than the world outside is what i come to feel sometimes.
its funny.

well of to bed in the sheets that smell of somthing so far far away.